Thursday, 6 January 2011

Bad day

Hi all,

Well for the first time on this blog, i feel like I am having a bad day..I think it started with the chocolate cupcakes that sank yesterday! I feel so disappointed that I can't even bring myself to write about it. (I will...I am just being melodramatic!)

I am not sure if I have mentioned this before, but I suffer with rheumatoid arthritis and joint hypermobility syndrome as well as PND. Today, my feet are so sore it's been like walking on thousands of needles. I am honestly not one for moaning, but hey this is my blog and yes I think I should use it to moan. That way my poor other half Jim, doesn't have to listen to it. This is my outlet after all.

Thankfully, my pnd seems to be better, but reoccurs when strangely I have nothing planned for the day and Grace is with me! Then I feel guilty for thinking that she should be at nursery or something. What the brain does to us is scary. It makes me just want to scream at times. I went to bed last night thinking 'okay, today grace and I are going to have a good day!' then you wake up, my feet are sore and I am just not in the mood. You can't really explain it either, I can tell you that my joints are sore but the affect that has on my brain and just moving is something unless you know what i am on about, you just can't explain. It's exhausting.

Anyway, enough of the moaning now...even I am sick of hearing it!


  1. Hi there, this is a good post. As mum's it's not always peaches and cream, there are days when you just have no energy to do anything, let alone entertain your cold! Keep going, tomorrow will be a good day! B xx

  2. It's so tough sometimes to try and get through the day when you feel so rubbish. Hope you're feeling better and are having a good weekend x

  3. Hey!

    Your blog is great! I too adore cupcakes. My name on British Mummy Bloggers and FB is iluvcupcakesthomson! I hear what you are saying - I've got PND as well, one of the reasons for starting my blog. You hang in there, tomorrow's another day! x